mechman123

To all my faithful viewers(HAHA) I am coming back from the great abyss of; so to speak. Actually its more like I have been so incredibly overwhelmed with school, work, searching for more work, traveling cross country, and so on. Now I have finally been given some breathing room, and intend on using it. I can now spend more time on working on my writing, developing my drawing skills, practicing my programing skills, and spending more time on my hobbies in general. Among them is: Revising a short story, Fortunes of War. Finishing the next chapter of a Fanfiction I started. Taking a stab at programing a game, hopefully getting on XNA some day.

 Has anyone ever gotten the feeling that, despite your constant efforts to move forward with your life, that you are going no where fast? Because that is how i Kinda feel now. I am constantly trying to improve my life by eating mostly healthy food, trying to work out, trying to do my homework, socialize more, and all the other things that are healthy. Yet I feel that I am getting no where. I am not eating enough healthy food because the Universities food sux horribly and there is hardly anything half decent to eat. I feel SO self conscious about going to the gym since i am so d@mn skinny. I am trying to force myself to do my work as I get it,

At 11:07 it was confirmed that my computer is officially dead. Whats is worse the HD is the part that finally could not hang on any longer and gave out. All the work i have ever done on my computer is essentially gone for good. I will naturally attempt to salvage what i can from it, but odds are it wont yield much, if anything. All my latest creative writing, homework, music, videos, games, and so on are most likely gone. I can only take solace in the fact that on my birthday, this year, i got a Back up 120G HD. So i was able to save a majority of my creative writings. On a higher note I got Halo3 and love it. In addition I have recently gott